Conner Roberts
New Member
- Time of past OR future Camino
- Camino de Santiago de Madrid(2015)
Signing back in for a moment before I'm off to begin another strenuous semester in a hot and dry California.
I've been meaning to say this for a while: Thank you for the wonderful posts on this forum. They were extremely helpful and encouraging as I made my way alone from Madrid to Fisterra. What a great journey it all was. Only after a week or so I was able to fully 'disconnect' and walk everyday in digital darkness (no guide, no map, only arrows) and without this forums help in the first stages I don't know when I would've gotten to that wonderful place of walking.
I remember on day two I woke up around 4 am and struggled to pack my bag in the Ayuntamiento underground hallway. I walked out of Tres Cantos to a full moon, and eventually a rising sun, both present at the same time. I took a rest, ate my breakfast, then continued through Colmenar Viejo. The streets were almost empty and I was dedicated to making good time (something I gave up only weeks later, honestly) so I walked fast, turning, turning, a bit lost, finding arrows out of the corner of my eye, almost to the edge of town when a trash crew cuts in front of me. Just two guys pushing a few cans on a trailer. I get a nod from the first guy. I nod back. Then the second man looks me straight in the eyes and wishes me 'buen camino'. While it was probably because this was the first time I heard these two words spoken sincerely, or maybe because I was tired, or maybe because in that morning quiet any solidarity means a bit more, I felt deeply moved.
And that occasion stuck with me, day in day out, through the ridiculous heat of the Meseta until Fisterra when I said my 'last' Buen Camino. All the bits and pieces of meaning wrapped up in those words that neither goodbye nor goodluck, or even a piece-be-with-you can really encompass. When understood they are a true recognition of those you are connected to, for however briefly... and on that morning, on day two, it was cold and I was lonely and the day ahead was going to be extremely hot and that recognition meant everything to me.
so with that all said...
Buen Camino
Conner
I've been meaning to say this for a while: Thank you for the wonderful posts on this forum. They were extremely helpful and encouraging as I made my way alone from Madrid to Fisterra. What a great journey it all was. Only after a week or so I was able to fully 'disconnect' and walk everyday in digital darkness (no guide, no map, only arrows) and without this forums help in the first stages I don't know when I would've gotten to that wonderful place of walking.
I remember on day two I woke up around 4 am and struggled to pack my bag in the Ayuntamiento underground hallway. I walked out of Tres Cantos to a full moon, and eventually a rising sun, both present at the same time. I took a rest, ate my breakfast, then continued through Colmenar Viejo. The streets were almost empty and I was dedicated to making good time (something I gave up only weeks later, honestly) so I walked fast, turning, turning, a bit lost, finding arrows out of the corner of my eye, almost to the edge of town when a trash crew cuts in front of me. Just two guys pushing a few cans on a trailer. I get a nod from the first guy. I nod back. Then the second man looks me straight in the eyes and wishes me 'buen camino'. While it was probably because this was the first time I heard these two words spoken sincerely, or maybe because I was tired, or maybe because in that morning quiet any solidarity means a bit more, I felt deeply moved.
And that occasion stuck with me, day in day out, through the ridiculous heat of the Meseta until Fisterra when I said my 'last' Buen Camino. All the bits and pieces of meaning wrapped up in those words that neither goodbye nor goodluck, or even a piece-be-with-you can really encompass. When understood they are a true recognition of those you are connected to, for however briefly... and on that morning, on day two, it was cold and I was lonely and the day ahead was going to be extremely hot and that recognition meant everything to me.
so with that all said...
Buen Camino
Conner