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Thank you so much for your words!!! Feel your understanding of my emotional state I came in, still not gone when at home. I don't like to tell people at home too about these feelings. Feel vulnarable about it all. Thank you for your honnest story about yourself, with love X
I share your beliefs, but can't figure out yet why there was the need to go home... did I need that or was is taking the easiest way... but it wasn't the easiest way it was a very hard decicion and don't know still if that was the best... I left with sadness and tears, the why keeps my asking...
I hope I will learn or understand the lesson of it....I know I was out of my comfort zone but didn't expected the anxiety and and feel disappointed about myself that I didn't go on and dealt with it. But maybe another time with the things I know now....
Thank you for your post, I recognise these thoughts.
That were my main thoughts the whole time.... maybe that is the answer why I got home from Burgos..... did you have these too because of your question here?
Thank you very much for your words, it hellps me to see some things some more clear.. I also forgot things what happened because it was overwhelming me. Before Santa Domingo I stayed near Ventosa in a truckers hotel and that felt very lonely and I think there was a turningpoint or I hit my wall...
Yes did the CP last year and never felt lonely or anxious. But the hotels were prebooked so I only had to walk and didn't have to plan my sleepings...but almost all the other people I met slept also in hotels so I was not a outsider like I felt now..
Thank you so much for your words! Guess that is the issue maybe, I am not very outgoing when alone.. but that is also why I keep asking myself why I did not get over my issue with sleeping in albergues and just did it.... why was is such a big issue. Maybe O have to accept that is was a problem...
I walked from SJPP to Burgos, first week with my husband then alone. The scenery was beautiful and the walking went fine. Physicly everything was oké. But I felt alone, though I met some nice people, I enjoyed the diners together. I slept in privaterooms because I got a kind of panic attack in...
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