saryenn
New Member
- Time of past OR future Camino
- July (2015)
I'm 24 and the first time I wanted to walk the Camino was 3 years ago. Back then it ended in a fight with my parents because I couldn't explain why I want to do this and they couldn't understand very well.
This time I have everything in place I know everything that I think I need to know, I have everything I need and I've been planing for so long. Now I'm scared. I'm scared my family will be unable to understand-again- and I don't what to do this without them understanding and cheering for me.
BUT it seems in this time I've become even more scared that they might understand...
And then I start to wonder, what if it's too hard, what if I get sick and have to give up, what if it's not what I was expecting so eagerly ...?Maybe I should wait more? The Camino used to feel so close and now it feels worlds away....
In the end, my question is, has anyone else had these last minute feelings and how do you get over them?
Thank you for your time!
This time I have everything in place I know everything that I think I need to know, I have everything I need and I've been planing for so long. Now I'm scared. I'm scared my family will be unable to understand-again- and I don't what to do this without them understanding and cheering for me.
BUT it seems in this time I've become even more scared that they might understand...
And then I start to wonder, what if it's too hard, what if I get sick and have to give up, what if it's not what I was expecting so eagerly ...?Maybe I should wait more? The Camino used to feel so close and now it feels worlds away....
In the end, my question is, has anyone else had these last minute feelings and how do you get over them?
Thank you for your time!