Not long for you now. You will walk as if God was holding your hand, I am sure.
Mother Teresa, that blessed woman, once said -
“I see Jesus in every human being. I say to myself, this is hungry Jesus, I must feed him. This is sick Jesus. This one has leprosy or gangrene; I must wash him and tend to him. I serve because I love Jesus.”
Perhaps, if the Camino claims you, you will return - not to walk again for yourself and connection with God, reflecting into the eyes of the pilgrims you meet - which is a wonderful first Camino to make - but perhaps to help pilgrims by offering first aid and pastoral care. Jesus gave us a specific command at the end of his story of the Good Samaritan (Luke 10:37) - "then go, Ye, and do likewise".
It is missing you know, the practical religious element ... there are some refugios run by the religious but - imagine this - countless pilgrim friars (of both genders), wandering the Caminos with their first aid kits, responding to those in need, being a visible presence .... meditate upon this as you walk.
and funnily enough, considering his washing of feet, I find that most of the work involves washing and tending feet!
Buen Camino Peregrina - we will be thinking of you
David