Tumbleweed
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- Time of past OR future Camino
- Camino Frances (2013)
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I've been home 26 days and I miss my Camino friends and family soo much, I'm slipping deep into the Camino Blues. There is no one in my "real" life who understands or even cares to understand my Camino journey. People at work are trying to deflate me. I just want to run back to the Camino.
First, I miss my forum friend Simeon the most. He and I had such an unexplainable connection and he helped me soo much during my prep and while I was walking. Wish he was here, I miss talking to him.
Even though I keep in touch by email and facebook, I miss Roel from Holland, my sunshine. Peter from Hungary, I miss his handsome face and our wonderful walkie talkie days. I miss my sisters Nel and Thea from Holland who truly loved me and held my hand through many miles. Then there are my Camino parents Sue and Randy from Canada. Funny Neal and Sean from Ireland and of course Edward, my darling from England. Handsome, off the wall Logan from Florida and last but not least, my beautiful Camino daughter/sister Megan from Rhode Island.
Also, many others who came in and out like sweet wind rolling over me and all my Camino Angels shinning brightly on me.
My spirit and heart ache.
I know exactly how you feel tumbleweed. I've been home since October 5 and have been in a funk up until a week ago. I found the only solution to feel better for me was to start planning my next Camino. My blues have lifted a lot by doing this and it gives me hope again. I miss my Camino friends too, and yes we have Facebook and email, but nothing compares to walking for 8 hours a day with someone and sharing our deepest life experiences. I can relate to your feelings and so glad you shared. Take care.I've been home 26 days and I miss my Camino friends and family soo much, I'm slipping deep into the Camino Blues. There is no one in my "real" life who understands or even cares to understand my Camino journey. People at work are trying to deflate me. I just want to run back to the Camino.
First, I miss my forum friend Simeon the most. He and I had such an unexplainable connection and he helped me soo much during my prep and while I was walking. Wish he was here, I miss talking to him.
Even though I keep in touch by email and facebook, I miss Roel from Holland, my sunshine. Peter from Hungary, I miss his handsome face and our wonderful walkie talkie days. I miss my sisters Nel and Thea from Holland who truly loved me and held my hand through many miles. Then there are my Camino parents Sue and Randy from Canada. Funny Neal and Sean from Ireland and of course Edward, my darling from England. Handsome, off the wall Logan from Florida and last but not least, my beautiful Camino daughter/sister Megan from Rhode Island.
Also, many others who came in and out like sweet wind rolling over me and all my Camino Angels shinning brightly on me.
My spirit and heart ache.
Consider yourself lucky to know what it's like. Imagine all the people who are not lucky enough to know the feeling of longing back to it all. As someone else said: Start planning your next, and cherish your fantastic memories. To those planning to go for the first time: Do you feel the drag?I've been home 26 days and I miss my Camino friends and family soo much, I'm slipping deep into the Camino Blues.
My spirit and heart ache.
Consider yourself lucky to know what it's like. Imagine all the people who are not lucky enough to know the feeling of longing back to it all. As someone else said: Start planning your next, and cherish your fantastic memories. To those planning to go for the first time: Do you feel the drag?
It will grow worse, in a good way.Absolutely feel the drag.....daydreaming daily!
Ah, no Pieces....I am ever present in my life today and not missing out on making new memories right here at home. Although you may call it pining, I call it missing the wonderful people and places I was so blessed to take part in and that "yesterday" will be forever present in me as well.well, to me it sounds like you are missing out on today while pining for yesterday...
I really don't consider myself "lucky" for experiencing the Camino. I consider myself truly blessed and I thank God everyday for the fantastic journey.Consider yourself lucky to know what it's like. Imagine all the people who are not lucky enough to know the feeling of longing back to it all. As someone else said: Start planning your next, and cherish your fantastic memories. To those planning to go for the first time: Do you feel the drag?
I love this reply alexwalker.....this is exactly what I find myself doing many times during the course of each day.....memories come totally unbidden into my conscious awareness and I find myself smiling and giving thanks for so many wonderful moments experienced during my walk....smiles.It will grow worse, in a good way.
Lean back and imagine: You walk early and see the sun rise in Spain. For your eyes only. You reach a little bar and enjoy a coffee (or beer). Stretch your feet. You reach your destination, and get a bed. You see new and exciting places and landscapes. You see many new things/places, and you shop for dinner. You make dinner for yourself or preferably with camino friends. You enjoy wine and laughs together with your new friends, go to sleep at 9-930, get up fresh next morning, and walk on. You do this for 20-40 days, and that is what your life is about. A new life. A good life. And many good people you would never know if you didn't walk. Some of them may become your best friends for the rest of your life; most likely.
Life is good. And simple.
I know your feelings. I, too, miss my new friends and family from my Camino. It's so amazing that one can become so close to others in such a short time. I think it's because we're living in such a wonderful world of here and now when on the Camino. What someone does for a living, how much or little they own makes no difference when we're with each other on the journey.I've been home 26 days and I miss my Camino friends and family soo much, I'm slipping into the Camino Blues. There is no one in my "real" life who understands or who can even begin to understand my Camino journey. My Spirit is so high that people at work are trying to deflate me. I just want to run back to the Camino.
First, I miss my forum friend Simeon the most. He and I had such an unexplainable connection and he helped me soo much during my prep and while I was walking. Wish he was here, I miss talking to him.
Even though I keep in touch by email and facebook, I miss Roel from Holland, my sunshine. Peter from Hungary, I miss his handsome face and our wonderful walkie talkie days. I miss my sisters Nel and Thea from Holland who truly loved me and held my hand through many miles. Then there are my Camino parents Sue and Randy from Canada. Funny Neal and Sean from Ireland and of course Edward, my darling from England. Handsome, off the wall Logan from Florida and last but not least, my beautiful Camino daughter/sister Megan from Rhode Island.
Also, many others who came in and out like sweet wind rolling over me and all my Camino Angels shinning brightly on me.
My spirit and heart ache because I miss them and the Camino so much.
Hi Tumbleweed -
I read with interest your posts pre-Camino - your preparation - both physical and spiritual - was exceptional. To do that amount of work meant that you would always have an incredible Camino as you were going into it in totally the right spirit and with such a positive attitude - and you did. It's natural now that you're back home, where, for most of us, not much has changed, to experience all those feelings you have now - just let them flow by.
My 'prescription' for you is ...!
and finally,
- Keep posting on the Forum and keep enjoying all the threads.
- If there's a Pilgrim Group anywhere near you, join that. 'The meetings will keep the Camino alive for you until you can be there once again' (quote courtesy of Norelle who posts on the Forum and who is a valued member of Pilgrims in Sydney, and I am quoting her for the second time in two days - her quote is so fabulous!).
- If you have time, read the pilgrim blogs ... links on the Forum.
Buen Camino in spirit, until you can be there again -
- Look at the world 'through Camino eyes' (quote courtesy of Janet Leitch, Chairperson, Australian Friends of the Camino)
Jenny
It will grow worse, in a good way.
Lean back and imagine: You walk early and see the sun rise in Spain. For your eyes only. You reach a little bar and enjoy a coffee (or beer). Stretch your feet. You reach your destination, and get a bed. You see new and exciting places and landscapes. You see many new things/places, and you shop for dinner. You make dinner for yourself or preferably with camino friends. You enjoy wine and laughs together with your new friends, go to sleep at 9-930, get up fresh next morning, and walk on. You do this for 20-40 days, and that is what your life is about. A new life. A good life. And many good people you would never know if you didn't walk. Some of them may become your best friends for the rest of your life; most likely.
Well put, Alex. I wonder if I passed you (very slowly!) on my bike on the VdLP in June 2012.
Your last sentence rings true for me. I'm intending to look up a fellow pilgrim when I return to Spain in few weeks. We shared consecutive albergues in Banos and Fuenterroble, (he a walker, me on a bike; not a cyclist, just an old guy on a bike..... i'd walk if I could). The shared camino experience is unlike any other I know of.
Life is good. And simple.
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