Shadovick
New Member
Hey everyone, good morning, good evening or what have you. My name is Vick I'm from California and I'm 21 years old. I'm young and was looking for somewhere to visit, somewhere to get away to from all the hustle and bustle of California and stumbled upon the Camino De Santiago.
The reason for all of this is that in the coming months I will most likely be having an open heart surgery. I was born with a congenital heart defect and sadly the time for surgery is now. Staying on the positive side though, I figured the temporary hold on school, work, and everything else will serve as my chance to go out and see the world.
That said, I've come a long way in my journey towards good health. Once upon a time I weighed over 226kg. After being diagnosed with Congestive Heart Failure on top of the Aortic Stenosis I was born with I was in a bad way. I decided in those moments that I was going to change my life. I stopped overeating, analyzed my diet and did my best to lose weight. Fast forward about a year and a half and I'm almost at 115kg. In the following year I plan to lose at least another 20kg, in addition, I want to walk the Camino Frances next year in March.
The purpose for this trip is about more than just seeing the world however, lately I've found myself in a bit of an existential crisis. In the lowest of lows I've contemplated suicide, considered the ramifications of just walking into the ocean and letting it's vast, relentless waters consume me. However, in speaking to those that truly care about me I was given some words of wisdom that I won't soon forget. My friend Barak spoke to me and said
"Life by default is meaningless, we live, we grow and we find purpose and meaning"
This changed my view on life radically, it's given me a new outlook. It's given me the impetus to carry on and make this trip. In the pursuit of knowledge, I've decided to come here, peruse the threads, and talk to all of you people about this trip.
I look forward to getting to know some of you and planning my way to Santiago de Compostela
-Vick
The reason for all of this is that in the coming months I will most likely be having an open heart surgery. I was born with a congenital heart defect and sadly the time for surgery is now. Staying on the positive side though, I figured the temporary hold on school, work, and everything else will serve as my chance to go out and see the world.
That said, I've come a long way in my journey towards good health. Once upon a time I weighed over 226kg. After being diagnosed with Congestive Heart Failure on top of the Aortic Stenosis I was born with I was in a bad way. I decided in those moments that I was going to change my life. I stopped overeating, analyzed my diet and did my best to lose weight. Fast forward about a year and a half and I'm almost at 115kg. In the following year I plan to lose at least another 20kg, in addition, I want to walk the Camino Frances next year in March.
The purpose for this trip is about more than just seeing the world however, lately I've found myself in a bit of an existential crisis. In the lowest of lows I've contemplated suicide, considered the ramifications of just walking into the ocean and letting it's vast, relentless waters consume me. However, in speaking to those that truly care about me I was given some words of wisdom that I won't soon forget. My friend Barak spoke to me and said
"Life by default is meaningless, we live, we grow and we find purpose and meaning"
This changed my view on life radically, it's given me a new outlook. It's given me the impetus to carry on and make this trip. In the pursuit of knowledge, I've decided to come here, peruse the threads, and talk to all of you people about this trip.
I look forward to getting to know some of you and planning my way to Santiago de Compostela
-Vick