gosh i'm such a mess...
although i long to be on the camino, i have two months yet to go and sometimes all this planning is starting to feel more like a form of escapism. the excitment over going is such a contrast from my 'real life' where day to day i'm moody and full of self doubt, fighting with my boyfriend (& extremely saddened by our likely breakup that will precede my camino). instead of checking this forum incessantly i should be packing for my trip to CA tomorrow, my move to a GA the day i return (my life is one move after another), preparations for graduate school, or a million other things. instead i'm an emotional wreck unable to do anything. i'm not sure why i'm writing this, but thanks for listening.
not-so-buena! today :?
although i long to be on the camino, i have two months yet to go and sometimes all this planning is starting to feel more like a form of escapism. the excitment over going is such a contrast from my 'real life' where day to day i'm moody and full of self doubt, fighting with my boyfriend (& extremely saddened by our likely breakup that will precede my camino). instead of checking this forum incessantly i should be packing for my trip to CA tomorrow, my move to a GA the day i return (my life is one move after another), preparations for graduate school, or a million other things. instead i'm an emotional wreck unable to do anything. i'm not sure why i'm writing this, but thanks for listening.
not-so-buena! today :?