Kellbell408
New Member
- Time of past OR future Camino
- June/July 2018
So, I don’t really know where else to go to for advice on this but I feel like the Camino is not for me. I’m not enjoying the walking, my feet hurt, I feel anxious all of the time, and I just want to take the bus every day.
I know there is a part of me that needs to push through it but i just don’t know if I can, or better yet want to.
My anxiety is so bad I’m getting sick in the morning, and as much as I wish I was enjoying it I am not at all. I feel miserable all the time. I’m not in shape so the walking has been hard and my friend that I’m with is a lot faster and told me at one point she never wants to leave. I just kind of feel like I’m alone in this feeling because so many people say the Camino changes their lives.
I hate to be so negative too but with anxiety and depression it just feels like I’m sinking further and further with no way out or no way to make myself feel better. Anyone ever experience these feelings?
I know there is a part of me that needs to push through it but i just don’t know if I can, or better yet want to.
My anxiety is so bad I’m getting sick in the morning, and as much as I wish I was enjoying it I am not at all. I feel miserable all the time. I’m not in shape so the walking has been hard and my friend that I’m with is a lot faster and told me at one point she never wants to leave. I just kind of feel like I’m alone in this feeling because so many people say the Camino changes their lives.
I hate to be so negative too but with anxiety and depression it just feels like I’m sinking further and further with no way out or no way to make myself feel better. Anyone ever experience these feelings?